Sunday, August 24, 2008

picture of Justin and Brayden

The 3 year anniversary of Justin's passing is coming up, I really thought I could handle this, but I guess I am not, I am trying so hard, but I miss him so much, no one can understand unless they have been through this. I am not sure what I am doing, I am trying to deal with this, but it is so incredibly hard, I am going to grief counseling, that does help, but it brings up the emotions that I dont want to bring, I guess it is easier to just be in denial that he died. I keep playing the funeral over and over in my head, that is so hard, I just cant believe it.
I did find this picture of Justin and his son Brayden, I love this picture, he is so happy here.
I miss you Justin. RIP


Jenn said...

((hugs)) Diana

Kimberly.3D said...

I know how you feel. Lost my Mom when I was eleven. Have 4 younger brothers. It still is difficult and I am 42. I am not sure if it will ever feel right, but at least I know she is in a better place and that she is watching over me. You can try to think of it in a positive light somehow and remember how blessed you are to have had your baby for the time you did. Sending lots of love your way....